Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Sick of Studying!

I have studied at least 2 hours daily for an exam I have Thursday for about a week, and I am sick of it. I think I have gotten to the point where I could care less about how well I do, I just want to get it over with. Doesn't that defeat the purpose? Right now I just want to get my mind off of it for awhile before I start dreaming of brief therapy. It is already squeezing itself into my conversations with people. I am sorry but that is too much. I need to do some surveys or take some stupid quizzes or something.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

I need more time!!

There just isn't enough hours in the day. Between constantly being on tap for Ryker, who eats ALL day long (and doesn't like to even be put down or in his swing), I somehow have to find time to study for tests, do homework, sleep, eat, and now add in workouts to the mix to get back in shape (because I am sorry, I am not about to buy all new sizes of clothes). I also have to make time for all my normal apt.s. Needless to say, my house is usually a mess and my laundry gets done when I have nothing else to wear. I am pretty sure all this stuff to do and added stress is what is making it hard on my body and making me sick over and over. I again had a fever earlier today. How does one get a fever while on antibiotics, guess it must be viral, but come on, I shouldn't be catching every damn bug there is.
Anyways, I made me a nice calendar tonight of just apt.s, school stuff (including when to do homework and study), and squeezing in exercise, because otherwise I wouldn't be able to. Now if I can just stick to it, at least for the most part. If I can do it even for a week, I will promise myself a small shopping trip or something. I need the proper motivation.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Feelin good...

for once, lol. Still on antibiotics, but no fever in 2 days, and I am going on decent sleep, again with the help of Steven. Kids are also doing well. Ryker has his 1 month pics on Thursday, ironically one month exactly from the day he was born. Gosh he is one month almost. Time flies too fast! This semeter of school seems almost over already. One class seems to be going really well, the other is making my anxiety high. I hate theory classes! I am my own person and something tells me I will have my own unique style. I may use bits and pieces of different theories but if I was made to use just one I wouldn't do it.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

bad luck...again!!

I got the strep!! 4 illnesses in less than 4 weeks, is that possible if your not on chemo. Steven suggested I get a bubble and become bubble girl. Right now I want one. Along with my new antibiotics, I also got a immunity 7 day treatment herbal thing, which will hopefully strengthen it back up again. I am sick of being sick. More than anything I am sick of fevers. So right now it's just Steven and Ryker that don't have it... knock on wood.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Finally sleep but now sick kids...

Steven helped me out last night and took Ryker and let me get some fairly decent sleep, only bringing him up to eat. However Kieran decided she wanted to throw a tantrum in the middle of the night and wanted nothing to do with me. I tried laying down by her, she wanted no part of it. So I had to just let her cry it out. So Gage woke up this morning with a fever and sore throat. Kieran also started running a fever so I had Steven take them to the walk in clinic, and sure enough Gage tested positive for strep. Kieran did not but they will go ahead and treat her because it may not be enough to show up yet. I am not too worried about Ryker getting it as babies rarely get strep. But I really don't want it, but will probably get it as I have been sick so many times since he has been born. So sadly I have to keep my distance from my older kids for about 24 hours until they are no longer contagious.

Friday, October 13, 2006

Quiz queen!

What vampire would you be?



Forgotten Vampire of The Night
You are such a good person!ou always followed the rules. Yet even with your sweet dispostion you are here in your sell. You've become greater then humans, but still feel as one and will do all in your power not to become

Sunday, October 08, 2006

More quizzes!!




Your Dominant Intelligence is Intrapersonal Intelligence



Reflective and thoughtful, you enjoy spending time alone.

You are good at analyzing yourself - and knowing your true feelings.

Totally self aware, you are in tune with your dreams and desires.

A spiritual and philopsophical person, your inner calmness inspires and helps others.



You would make a great philosopher, researcher, or theorist.






You Should Try Car Racing



You've got an unbelievable need for speed

No little fear of crashing will stop your lead foot






You Are 96% Intuitive



Your intuition is so spot on it's scary!

You can learn a lot about people and situations, simply by listening to your gut.

And you've even wondered if you can predict the future at times.

Just be sure not to always listen to your intuition... someday it could be wrong!

Friday, October 06, 2006

Back to school and a few quizzes!

Last night was my first night back to school since Ryker was born. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I just keep telling myself I won't stress over this semester. Steven did real good with the 3 of them by himself, so at least that is one less worry. It also helps that Ryker will take a bottle, unlike his brother and sister would do. I did come home and he was about as asleep as he could be, he never rests that good for me. Of course he is always attached to me, even as I write this one handed he is in my lap asleep, grunting, and stirring around. He did sleep a bit better last night.

Here are some quizzes, as I am stuck here for the time being.

You Have A Type A- Personality

You are one of the most balanced people around

Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want

You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.



When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back

Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!

You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds


You Are Romanticism

You are likely to see the world as it should be, not as it is.

You prefer to celebrate the great things people do... not the horrors they're capable of.

For you, there is nothing more inspiring than a great hero.

You believe that great art reflects the artist's imagination and true ideals.


You Should Get a JD (Juris Doctor)

You're logical, driven, and ruthless.

You'd make a mighty fine lawyer.


You Belong in Fall

Intelligent, introspective, and quite expressive at times...

You appreciate the changes in color, climate, and mood that fall brings

Whether you're carving wacky pumpkins or taking long drives, autumn is a favorite time of year for you


You Are 52% Shy

Although you live a pretty normal life, you tend to be a fairly shy person.

Many situations make you feel uncomfortable, and you sometimes find your shyness hindering your life.


Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Sensing

You are:



Responsible, ethical, and trustworthy

Loyal, with a sense of roots in your community

Someone who treasures and remembers the past

Adverse to surprises and the unknown